Post by EmeraldDragon23 on Aug 16, 2003 3:01:46 GMT -5
last month I went out with some I knew from my past and he asked if I want to jump in a relationship or take it slow? I told him I wanted to take it slow,so when I got home he called me 10 minutes later asking if I want to go out the next day and so.I said yes.the next day I waited all afternoon for his call I called to see if he was coming to pick me up and he told me that plans have change so he asked me where do I want to go,then I suggested a Mexican resturant and so he picked me up and we went to the place.it looked like it was closed and so we decided to eat at a Chinese resturant so we ate.then he took me home.I waited for 2 weeks because he had to work at 2 jobs at convienece store and a nursing home.so the third week I called him before I left out of town for the weekend and I made a new friend.but after I came back.so I called the guy I was dating and left a message and he called back and I was thinking maybe me and him can go out agin.he called me about 2:00pm and so he said he was going to get dressed and pick me up,but never did. so that night a high school friend wanted me to come we talked,and I asked him a question,and the question was did he really love me more then just a friend? and he said yes.so I asked him has he ever kissed a man before? and he said no that he wouldn't do that,and if his parents knew that he liked guys he will be disowned.so now I'm going to have to break 2 men's hearts. and to top it off I was suppose to go hangout with my new friend but he never called like he was suppose to. I want a man that I can relate to 
EmeraldDragon23
EmeraldDragon23
Im sorry your have a rough time with your love life at the moment .. i know that its really hard to find gay men that are serious about relationships some times. But you will soon!!