I don't know how to explain By Taz

[Taz]

I don't know how to explain

I have this worry on my mind
I don't want to be kind to me
I want to hurt, I want to feel more pain
I don't know how to explain

I get a vision, a thought you see
Of doing something awful to me
Of hurting myself, its scary you see
So sometimes I do it to set me free

The visions stop and I go blank
I know your thinking " what a plank"
It works though, it stops it all
I go cold then till I hit another wall