Post by OnlyMe on Oct 13, 2002 7:01:32 GMT -5
The difference between me and you
Have you any idea what it's like?
No, silly me, course you don't.
You worry about boyfriends,
And parties.
What people think of you.
You don't have a clue.
You fall asleep worrying,
Worrying about bust up with mates.
I go to sleep crying.
Crying because I have no future.
You wake up mid-sleep,
You fidget and turn over.
I wake up in pain, willing to move,
Just enough to relieve the pain.
Just enough to keep me sane.
No such f**king luck!
My body remains stiff and rigid.
Deep piercing pains shooting down my leg.
A million rocks pounding on my head.
Wanting to move but I'm stuck to my bed.
Lying awake in fear and in dread.
Staring down my twisted body,
Waiting for the next pain to strike,
The next muscle to twitch.
Wondering if this is how it's always gonna be,
And knowing I'll just have to wait and see.
Sometimes I really hate being me.
Sorry i was really angry when i wrote this last night! Its kinda about my college friends, they are so self absorbed they cant see past their own noses!!
take care guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxx